i just wanna talk about it  quite frankly. i suggest to you that, although you may have endeavoured to gloss over the fact to yourself, you did it deliberately. there was a moment when you hesitated, when you realized that there was a choice- that you could refrain or go on. i suggest that the initiative rested with you- dear void. u r beautiful,  u r rich,clever; intelligent- and you have charm.  you could have exercised that charm or you could have restrained it. you had everything that life can offer, but , though you hesitated, you did not hold your hand. you stretched it out  ||||          A N D , like the rich man in the bible, you took the only ewe lamb.
 
i was so terrible, at that time, because , if u know, evil will come, yes very surely evil will come, real coming, it'll enter in and make its home within , and after a while, just a little while it'll no longer be possible to drive it out.
 
tiens, c'est drole, ca. la vie est vaine, un peu d'amour,un peu de haine, etpuis bonjour. la vie est breve, un peu d'espoir,un peu de reve, et puis bonsoir.

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